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Silent Desires !!!

Silent Desires !!!

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Silent Desires - In this world, where people are known by their associations, how is it that some choose to be alone ? In their sorrow, they choose to be alone; in their ecstacy, they choose to be alone. Not lonely, just alone. By choice !!

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#Silent Desires !!! - Atom Silent Desires !!! - RSS IFRAME: http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=4159895729770027477blogName=Silent+Desires+%21%21%21publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOTnavbarType=BLUElayoutType=LAYOUTShomepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Fgetmysenses.blogspot.com%2FsearchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Fgetmysenses.blogspot.com%2Fsearch skip to main | skip to sidebar Sometimes SILENCE says it all !!! Spend some time ALONE everyday.. Remember that SILENCE is sometimes the best answer you can get ever from yourself !!!! Look at yourself In the MIRROR of INTROSPECTION That is the only way YOU can become flawless in the SPIRITUAL MIRROR of UR SOUL !!! Tuesday, September 11, 2007 Lessons of life !! I feared being alone Until I learned to like Myself . I feared failure Until I realized that I only Fail when I dont try . I feared success Until I realized That I had to try In order to be happy With myself. I feared peoples opinions Until I learned that People would have opinions About me anyway. I feared rejection Until I learned to Have faith in myself. I feared pain Until I learned that its necessary For growth. I feared the truth Until I saw the Ugliness in lies. I feared life Until I experienced Its beauty . I feared death Until I realized that its Not an end, but a beginning . I feared my destiny, Until I realized that I had the power to change My life. I feared hate Until I saw that it Was nothing more than Ignorance. I feared love Until it touched my heart, Making the darkness fade Into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule Until I learned how To laugh at myself. I feared growing old Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I feared the future Until I realized that Life just kept getting Better. I feared the past Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me . I feared the dark Until I saw the beauty Of the starlight. I feared the light Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength. I feared change, Until I saw that Even the most beautiful butterfly Had to undergo a metamorphos is Before it could fly . Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 11:08 PM 0 comments Links to this post Wednesday, August 29, 2007 Believe in your heart !! That something wonderful is about to happen. One song can spark a moment. One flower can wake the dream. One tree can a start the forest. One smile brings a friendship. One candle wipes the darkness. One step must start each journey. One hope raise our spirit. One word must start prayer. One voice can speak with wisdom. One heart can know whats true. One life can make the difference You see its up to YOU ! Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 11:50 PM 0 comments Links to this post You never really lose your Value !! A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "What is this piece of paper is it worth any thing ?" "It is a $20 bill, encashable in international national markets for its quoted value ?" replied one of the many participants who raised their hands. He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up using both his hands till it became a bundle of wrinkled paper. He then unfolded it again and making an unsuccessful attempt to keep it straight he asked, "Would you still be able to negotiate it for its quoted value?" " Yes !!" was the echoing reply from the participants. "Well," he said, "Looks like I havent done enough ! What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, which was now all crumpled, dirty, defaced not easy to recognise from a distance. "Now will some one like to trade it for its quoted value?" Many hands went in the air. "I think this piece of currency is still holding its quoted value" replied a participant in a slightly unsure voice. "This bill can still fetch goods worth 20 Dollars" said the other participants. Every one agreed. "My friends, there is a very valuable lesson in this exercise that we are just through with. It may have appeared to some of you, that I was able to deshape, deface, mutilate alter the $20 bill during the process as the effects were quite visible". "However, No matter what I did to this piece of paper, you still upheld its negotiability because you were sure in your mind that my actions did not actually decrease its value. It was still a currency note worth $20". "Many times in our lives, we feel like as if we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and/or the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. It may also appear to onlookers as if it has really happened to certain extent. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, please remember you never lose your "Value"." Values that you cherish are indeed devoid of worldly disturbance always are your saviour. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 11:47 PM 0 comments Links to this post To, Broken Hearts !! This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You dont want to laugh, because you know its not going to help, but you dont want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like its falling apart too. You dont think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. Thats the confusing part, you dont know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like youre getting happy again, but you know inside that youre just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, youre back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you cant help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasnt happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They dont know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know youve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and youre to the point where you dont care who sees. Because youve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and its not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay But you know it wont. And thats the truth, it wont. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. Youre still hurt, but youve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they dont hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this... Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:33 AM 0 comments Links to this post Tuesday, August 21, 2007 Dare 2 Dream Where do dreams of the heart come from? Those thoughts and ideas that seem beyond our reach yet fill our minds with possibilities. Do they just appear out of nowhere? Are they a product of our imagination gone wild? Or do they have a purpose beyond our comprehension? Where do dreams of the heart come from? Why are we afraid to share them aloud yet stay up late at night wondering-- What if? Sometimes our hearts are filled with many dreams, sometimes theres only one. A notion, an idea, an inkling that wont go away until were forced to ask ourselves, where did this dream of the heart come from? Visions and images that seem impossible, far-fetched and odd. Yet when they persist, we find ourselves wondering if our secret hopes and dreams just might be from God. The dream to write, to cook, to sing, the desire to garden, to sew, or build, could be the seed God has planted in your heart to use for His glory. Each dream is different and has its own meaning but when it is from God it has a glorious, everlasting purpose. Why try and make sense of it all, none of us ever will. Instead, take the small dream seed and ask-- Did You give me this dream? Ask Him, Hell tell you. Then get ready! Through nurturing, caring and believing in the dream seed youve been given, the impossible will come to pass right before your eyes. Where do dreams of the heart come from? Why they come from the Maker of all good dreams-- God Himself, who is the one who plants the seeds of possibility in our hearts then whispers, My child, dont be afraid. Dare to dream, dare to believe then watch Me work Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 11:26 PM 0 comments Links to this post Tuesday, May 8, 2007 Life as I have learned from Jigsaw Puzzle Dont force a fit. If something is meant to be, it will come together naturally. When things arent going so well, take a break. Everything will look different when you return. Be sure to look at the big picture. Getting hung up on the little pieces only leads to frustration. Perseverance pays off. Every important puzzle went together bit by bit, piece by piece. When one spot stops working, move to another. But be sure to come back later (see above). The creator of the puzzle gave you the picture as a guidebook. Variety is the spice of life. Its the different colors and patterns that make the puzzle interesting. Establish the border first. Boundaries give a sense of security and order. Dont be afraid to try different combinations. Some matches are surprising. Take time to celebrate your successes (even little ones). Anything worth doing takes time and effort. A great puzzle cant be rushed. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:18 AM 1 comments Links to this post Dare to be Great !! Though not always apparent, we always have a choice about the direction we take in life. We choose whether we will have a positive or negative attitude. We choose with whom we will spend time. We choose what we will do to make a living. Though we may not always be happy with our choices, we always have a choice. Years ago my father did some work for Glen W. Turner, who designed and promoted a program called "Dare to be Great!" While there was much controversy about the program and the way it was marketed, I have always remembered the title because we can always test our comfort zone and Dare to be Great !! What is the alternative? We can go down the same road we have been traveling. If this road is taking us to where we want to go, there is no reason to change. On the other hand, if we arent getting the results we desire, we have the power to change course. Its easy to sit and realize what we want in life; what is difficult is to stand up and take action to achieve it! We may ask ourselves, "What if I fail?" As we face the difficulties involved in taking on a new endeavor, a series of fears, uncertainties and doubts can impede our desire to go beyond our comfort zone. Our question should be, "How will I feel when I reflect upon my life if I dont have the courage to attempt to achieve my dreams?" We have all made a mistake or two as we journey through this wonderful winding road we call life. The fear we feel of making a mistake and perhaps even "sticking our foot in our mouth" tends to block our progress when we Dare to be Great. The difference between achieving "Greatness" and just existing is not a question of race, education or economic stability; rather, it is a function of our courage to pursue what we most desire, knowing the possibility of failure. Those who achieve what they want in life are not always those who make the right decisions. Instead, they are those who make good decisions based on the information they have available knowing they can adjust their path when necessary. Dare to be Great and the world shall be yours… Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:06 AM 0 comments Links to this post Strengthen your thoughts Your thoughts can work for you or they can work against you. Choose right now to hold those thoughts that work in your favor.Choose the thoughts that give energy to your most cherished values and most treasured dreams. Choose thoughts that resonate with hope and love. To hold a certain specific thought requires no physical effort, no special training and no permission from anyone else. Your thoughts are precisely what you allow them to be, as soon as you allow them to be. And those thoughts set the stage for the way you experience life. They serve as a lens through which you see the world, and they control the way you respond to every situation. When you develop a strong habit of filling your mind with positive, uplifting thoughts, you are well positioned to successfully meet the challenges that come your way. Empowering thoughts equip you to take effective and appropriate action. Thoughts can come and go in an instant and have no physical dimensions, yet they exert enormous influence. Strengthen your thoughts and you strengthen your life. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:00 AM 0 comments Links to this post Thursday, April 26, 2007 MYTHS AND FACTS of being in SOUL CONSCIOUS What is the state of mind of a person who is Soul Conscious? Is he Calm? Is he Quiet? he speaks sweetly ? he remains silent? he walks slowly? he smiles very rarely? Will he tolerate anything even if we scold him, even go about to hit him? Will he keep smiling always? Will he speak very slowly? Will he be loving and kind always? he will not talk rough or never get angry? he will suffer inside and outside he will be always full of smiles? Will he say YES to everyone or anything? Will he come under depression? Will he be always soul conscious or only sometimes or due to something? Will he feel hatred? Will he become angry? Will he be concentrated always? Will he be serious always? Will he feel depressed due to attachment to thing or person? How does he remember God? Does he like sweets? How much food he takes? How does he identify himself? We have many assumptions or ideas about a person who is soul conscious – do we know what we know is a myth or just an idea or reality? What is a real nature of Soul Conscious person? There are different levels of soul conscious according to the practice , effort and attention? In reality all the human beings if they are natural and relaxed , all act in soul conscious only.But the difference is identified based on how long we remain in Soul conscious. The persons practice, effort and attention determines what are the situations he is able to remain in soul conscious and how long he is able to be in Soul conscious in that particular situation. The easy identification if a person is under body consciousness or Soul conscious is, the Soul conscious person is alert, happy, peaceful, loveful and this nature will be at varying degrees at various times but he will not come under the influence of body by means of Lust, anger, desire, attachment and ego until he maintains the conscious of soul. Is he Calm and quiet and silent? He will be internally calm but outside he would remain either active or remain calm according to the health condition or outside situations. Younger person will be active and older person will be less active by physically. Calmness of soul conscious does not belong only to the body. When there is no work or mind do not have anything to think, then his body and mind will remain calm, quiet and silent he speaks sweetly ? Yes but may not be always, his words will be according to the role he plays at that point of time. It need not be sweet at all times. If his role is of a Father or Mother, the words will be sweet. If his role is of getting things done, his words will be fast and quick but still within the limit of making others understand and words will be free of any animosity he walks slowly? If his body condition is good, he will walk quickly, will be faster than a normal person, because his mind is alert and active, with full of energy. he smiles very rarely? He smiles according to the situation but never laugh making a noise.If the situation is always relaxed and easy , no planning of mind, then he smiles to everyone and interact with smile. If the situation is serious and mind has to think, he never smiles.but he will be easy going with everyone. Will he tolerate anything even if we scold him, even go about to hit him? Need not be at all times. If he feels speaking will help, then he speaks and tries to make things clear and if it does not work he will remain silent. Will he speak very slowly? His words , if we think it is slow, it will not be such slow that others will feel to increase the speed of his speech.He can speak at any speed but will make sure others understand and follow. Will he be loving and kind always? He will be internally loving and kind always but externally others may not identify them. he will not talk rough or never get angry? He may not talk rough but his words may be hard to make others understand. Still the words will not hurt anyone. he will suffer inside and outside he will be always full of smiles? He will clear and alert inside even if he is suffering outside. Will he say YES to everyone or anything? If need arises he would not hesitate to say NO. Will he come under depression? Never ever possible for a person to come under depression if he is soul conscious. Will he be always soul conscious or only sometimes or due to something? Initially it will be sometimes and due to something, and by practice and constant attention the sometimes will become very few times and something will become very few things and by strong effort he can remain always in soul conscious. Will he feel hatred? If a person is feeling hatred , it is 100% sure that he is under severe body consciousness and it is difficult to come back to soul consciousness once again. Little more effort is required. Will he be concentrated always? Actions performed in soul conscious will be accurate and perfect. He can keep doing many different things because his mind will not come under strain or depressed by changing things or situations He can stabilize/concentrate his mind anywhere at anytime and any number of times very easily. Will he be serious always? Depends upon the situations but internally he is alert, clean and clear. How does he remember God? Very naturally without any effort, very easily He is always connected to God, if he wants to be. Does he like sweets? He likes sweets but he will not desire to eat sweet because he is already sweet in his nature. If situation arises that he is offered sweets, he would have it. How much food he takes? He takes food that much (not heavy) that he will not feel drowsy that he loses his attention on soul. How does he identify himself? When he is not doing anything, he will identify himself as a silent point of light located at the middle of the eyebrow and when he is involved in activities, he see himself as point of light with all the Original qualities of Peace, Love, Happiness, Pure and Powerful located at the middle of eyebrow. So constantly he is aware of himself as a point of Energy not coming into the conscious of body. ~~~::0::~~~ Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:51 AM 0 comments Links to this post Tuesday, April 17, 2007 Is It Me !!! Dont Know ?? Made myself up. New family, New history. I dont know why, It wasnt that I didnt like myself Maybe I found the fictional me more interesting. It was something that just happened, Like an accident you see unfolding, Happening to you in slow motion But seeming to happen to somebody else. And now that its over And Im living in the wreckage, I think: This isnt me! But of course it is... ~~ Unknown Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 8:01 PM 0 comments Links to this post Thursday, April 12, 2007 "The Alchemist" "They trust me, and theyve forgotten how to rely on their own instincts, because I lead them to nourishment.." "The problem is that they dont even realize that theyre walking a new road everyday. They dont see that the fields are new and the season change. All they think about is food and water.." "Its the simple things in life that r the most extraordinary; only wise man are able to understand them..." "At the certain point in our lives, we lose control of whats happening to us, and lives become controlled by fate. Thats the worlds greatest truth.." "People say strange things. Sometime its better to be with the things, who dont say anything. And better stiull to be alone with oneself.." "People are capable, at any time in their lives, of doing what they dream of.." "People learn, early in their lives, wat is their reason for being, "with a certain bitterness". May be thats why they give up on it so early, too. But thats the way it is.." "Everything in Life has its Price.." "Sometime its better to leave things as they are.." "Sometimes I felt jealous of the freedom of the wind, and wish that i could have the same freedom.." "Always ask a objective question to urself having only two options Yes No..." "I think im a stranger in a stranger land.." "Im like everyone else. I see the world in terms of what I would like to see happening, not what actually does.." "When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.." "If I can learn to understand the language without words. I can learn to understand the world.." "Its called the principle of favourability, beginners luck. Because life want you to achieve ur destiny.." "I didnt want to change anything, because i dont know how to deal with changes. Im used to the way Im.." "Sometime, theres just no way to hold back the river.." "When someone make decision, he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dreamed of when he first made the decision.." "The closer one get to realizing his destiny, the more becomes his true reason for being.." "People need not fear the unknown if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.." "When you cant go back, you ahve to worry only about the bset way of moving ahed.." "When you want something with all ur heart, thats when ur closest to the soul of the world. Its always a positive force.." "Love never keeps a man from pursuing his destiny.." "One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.." "There is only one way to learn, and its through action. Everything u need to know u have learned through ur journey.." "People are afraid to pursue their most important dreams, because they feel that they dont deserve them, or that theyll be unable to achieve them.." "The fear of suffering is worse that the suffering itself.." "The darkest hour of the night came just before the dawn.." "When you possess great treasures with in you, and try to tell others of them, seldom r u believed.." "Ur eyes shows the strength of ur soul.." "Everything that happens once can never happens again, but everything that happens twice will surely happen a third time.." Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 10:02 AM 0 comments Links to this post Tuesday, March 6, 2007 True story from "somebody"..... here it goes.... My wife called, How long will you be poring over that newspaper? Will you come here and make your darling daughter eat her food? I tossed the paper away and rushed to the scene. My only daughter Sindu looked frightened. Tears were welling up in her eyes. In front of her was a bowl filled to its brim with Curd Rice. Sindu is a nice child, quite intelligent for her age. She has just turned eight. She particularly detested Curd Rice. My mother and my wife are orthodox, and believe firmly in the coolingeffects of Curd Rice! I cleared my throat, and picked up the bowl. Sindu, darling, why dont you take a few mouthful of this Curd Rice?Just for Dads sake, dear. And, if you dont, your Mom will shout at meI could sense my wifes scowl behind my back. Sindu softened a bit, and wiped her tears with the back of her hands. OK, Dad. I will eat - not just a few mouthfuls, but the whole lotof this. But, you should... Sindu hesitated. Dad, if I eat this entire curd Rice, will you give me whatever I ask for? Oh sure, darling. Promise? Promise. I covered the pink soft hand extended by my daughter with mine, and clinched the deal. Ask Mom also to give a similar promise, my daughter insisted. My wife slapped her hand on Sindus, muttering Promise, without any emotion. Now I became a bit anxious. Sindu dear, you shouldn’t insist on getting a computer or any such expensive items. Dad does not havethat kind of money right now. OK? No, Dad. I do not want anything expensive’. Slowly and painfully, she finished eating the whole quantity. I was silently angry with my wife and my mother fo r forcing my child eat something that she detested. After the ordeal was through, Sindu came to me with her eyes wide with expectation. All our attention was on her. Dad, I want to have my head shaved off, this Sunday! was her demand. Atrocious! shouted my wife, A girl child having her head shaved off? Impossible! Never in our family! my mother rasped. She has been watching too much of television. Our culture is getting totally spoiled with these TV programs! Sindu darling, why dont you ask for something else? We will be sad seeing you with a clean-shaven head. No, Dad. I do not want anything else, Sindu said with finality. Please, Sindu, why don’t you try to understand our feelings? I tried to plead with her. Dad, you saw how difficult it was for me to eat that Curd Rice. Sindu was in tears. And you promised to grant me whatever I ask for. Now, you are going back on your words. Was it not you who told me the story of King Harishchandra, and its moral that we should honor our promises no matter what? It was time for me to call the shots. Our promise must be kept. Are you out your mind? chorused my mother and wife. With her head clean-shaven, Sindu had a round-face, and her eyes looked big and beautiful. On Monday morning, I dropped her at her school. It was a sight to watch my hairless Sindu walking towards her classroom. She turned around and waved. I waved back with a smile. Just then, a boy alighted from a car, and shouted, Sinduja, please wait for me! What struck me was the hairless head of that boy. May be, that is the in-stuff, I thought. Sir, your daughter Sinduja is great indeed! Without introducing herself, a lady got out of the car, and continued,’ That boy who is walking along with your daughter is my son Harish. He is suffering from... ... leukemia. She paused to muffle her sobs. Harish could not attend the school for the whole of the last month. He lost all his hair due to the side effects of the chemotherapy. He refused to come back to school fearing the unintentional but cruel teasing of the schoolmates. Sinduja visited him last week, and promised him that she will take care of the teasing issue. But, I never imagined she would sacrifice her lovely hair for the sake of my son! Sir, you and your wife are blessed to have such a noble soul as your daughter. I stood transfixed. And then, I wept. My little Angel, you are teaching me how self-less real love is! *The happiest people on this planet are not those who live on their own terms but are those who change their terms for the ones whom they love...* ~~source...sachinkakkar.blogspot Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 10:14 PM 0 comments Links to this post Im No Loser....Im a winner !!! Ø I’m No Loser I’m A Winner, Ø I’m A Survivor I’m No Sinner, Ø Tested In Many Walks Of Life Ø Filling It With Lots Of Strife Ø I Have Failed Again Today Ø But Tommorow Will Be Mine Ø Like A Star I Will Also Shine Ø I Will Not Give Up Because I Know I Can Ø I Don’t Care If I Have No Support Of Any Man Ø Oh Life U Can Test Me Howmuch U Want Ø To Your Hearts Content But Be Ready If U Cant Ø Cause, Ø No More Like The Tree Will Be I Weak Ø Bending With The Heavy Blowing Wind And Meek Ø I Have Decided To Put An End Ø To The Chapter Of Failure My Best Friend Ø Success No More With Me U Can Play Hide And Seek Cause Its Time Now For Me To Be In The Lead Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 9:52 PM 1 comments Links to this post Snatching the Innocence !!! I wished I prayed to god, to remove this fog And clear the vision it distorted I am on a thready branch, My life has just started. I don’t want to loose my innocence, I want to live my adolescence Why do you want me to grow old? Why do you force me to mould? Don’t I have the right to be young? Not only physically but from my thoughts? Suddenly the world for me has shrunk Remove this fog, my vision it distorts. I am too young to fly like an eagle To young to roar, my voice is so feeble. I don’t want to see the distorted picture Please help me I am a poor creature. It pains me to know you stabbed my back You could always stab my face, But I know its courage that you lack. If think you are right, Just look into my eyes. Please god; remove this fog, And clear the vision it distorts. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 9:48 PM 1 comments Links to this post Mercy Killing !!! With the innocence of a child I once asked, why do people suicide, uncle? He said- it’s what cowards do to hide from their troubles. Those words got engraved in my mind, When I grew up I became a social worker for the sake of humankind And then one-day science invented something very satanic, They called it ‘mercy killing’; but for me the whole concept was sick, They argued that it’s better to end the life then being a burden, I simply couldn’t understand which devil had conquered the minds of these men. I tried to put brains into their heads, But all my efforts fell dead. The concept of mercy killing was getting touchy, People started considering it as an easy remedy. By that time I had grown old, the wrinkles had shown up Like all oldies I also got stuck to bed. Soon my body started to degrade, I puked; I coughed the whole day, whole night Initially my children took care of me, But soon they started to have fights. Looking after me was not so easy. The solution they arrived on, Was to pay me back with some shining dimes.1 Soon, for me, they hired a home nurse, She took care of me day and night, All my children had to do was to fill her purse I wondered and painfully smiled over the thought- Parents took care of their child without the condition of money and time, but for taking care of them their children fought, In the name of money, effort and time That day I wrote my will, In that I asked for the satanic mercy kill. When my children got to know this they didn’t react, All they did was to sit around me when the doctors did their act. When the needle entered the vain of mine, I didn’t fell the pain thinking of those payback dimes As my death-call approached through the arms of science, I just wondered- would it ever prick their conscience? ~~~Source..Some Article Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 8:40 PM 0 comments Links to this post Against The Wall !! I sit on this cold sidewalk With my back against the wall As people pass me by They hardly look at me at all I stick out my right hand And I quietly plead Praying someone will take the time To help a poor man in need Some people give me a few dollars While others pitch me a nickel or dime Some people have nothing to offer Because Im not even worth their time My very presence seems to offend them Iâ ™m just another pathetic being Another miserable, lazy loser Is what I am; is what theyâ ™re seeing I never would have thought That I would end up sitting here What happened to my dreams? A house? A family? A career? While on the road of life Some where Iâ ™ve taken a wrong path Now Iâ ™m lost and terrified Completely consumed in this angry wrath So now I try to come up with a plan For my social restitution To rejoin societys ranks And put an end to this destitution Ive reached a point of desperation Enough to lie, to cheat, to steal As my hunger pains increase and I dont know where to find my next meal Something has to give because This is not the way itâ ™s supposed to be Iâ ™m frantically looking for an answer A solution to this life of poverty I doubt Iâ ™ll make it out In fact, I hold little hope at all As I sit on this cold sidewalk With my back against the wall ~~~by Amanda Bee Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 7:26 PM 0 comments Links to this post Easy Vs Difficult !!! Easy is to get a place is someones address book. Difficult is to get a place in someones heart. Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes. Easy is to talk without thinking Difficult is to refrain the tongue. Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. Difficult is to heal the wound. Easy is to forgive others Difficult is to ask for forgiveness. Easy is to set rules Difficult is to follow them. Easy is to dream every night. Difficult is to fight for a dream. Easy is to show victory Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity. Easy is to admire a full moon Difficult to see the other side. Easy is to stumble with a stone Difficult is to get up. Easy is to enjoy life every day Difficult to give its real value. Easy is to promise something to someone Difficult is to fulfill that promise. Easy is to say we love. Difficult is to show it every day. Easy is to criticize others. Difficult is to improve oneself. Easy is to make mistakes. Difficult is to learn from them. Easy is to weep for a lost love. Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it. Easy is to think about improving. Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action. Easy is to think bad of others Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt. Easy is to receive Difficult is to give. Easy to read this Difficult to follow. Easy is keep the friendship with words Difficult is to keep it with meanings. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 3:09 AM 0 comments Links to this post Monday, March 5, 2007 Silen...!!! Another day...come n go Just another defeat... Cant wait.. Cant share.. Need some time to overcome.. Cant do anything instead of laughing at myself.. Silence...Alone...??? Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 8:03 PM 0 comments Links to this post U Cant Make It Everytime !!! Life is too short to put up with unsatisfactory situations. Do things because you want to do them not because someone else expects you to do them. Any decision resulting in a loss of your valuable time or self respect is unacceptable. Dont do things because they are expected of you or because you think you should or because you will feel anxious or guilty if you dont. Its later than you think. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 7:29 PM 0 comments Links to this post Change UR Vision !!! There was a millionaire who was bothered by severe eye pain. He consulted so many physicians and was getting his treatment done. He did not stop consulting galaxy of medical experts; he consumed heavy loads of drugs and underwent hundreds of injections. But the ache persisted with great vigour than before. At last a monk who has supposed to be an expert in treating such patients was called for by the millionaire. The monk understood his problem and said that for sometime he should concentrate only on green colours and not to fall his eyes on any other colours. The millionaire got together a group of painters and purchased barrels of green color and directed that every object his eye was likely to fall to be painted in green colour just as the monk had directed. When the monk came to visit him after few days, the millionaires servants ran with buckets of green paints and poured on him since he was in red dress, lest their master not see any other colour and his eye ache would come back. Hearing this monk laughed said "If only you had purchased a pair of green spectacles, worth just a few rupees, you could have saved these walls and trees and pots and all other articles and also could have saved a large share of his fortune. You cannot paint the world green." Let us change our vision and the world will appear accordingly. It is foolish to shape the world, let us shape ourselves first. Lets change our vision..!! Think simple,Live simple.." Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 7:20 PM 0 comments Links to this post Friday, March 2, 2007 Im (Not) So Lonely !! "Being a loner is not being lonely. Loners look not depressed but radiant. They are at peace. They dont crave others." "We always exhibit just one aspect of our being. It can be our mind, body or spirit but never the complete self. Spending time with yourself enriches your personality." "I get my best thought when i am alone." Today we have anyone and everyone for a friend, except ourselves. Others may know of our likes and dislikes but only we know our body chemistry. So it is extremely important to be friends with yourself. Taking time out to do something that entertains you only. Why should every action of yours be dictated by societal pressure ? Why should you do everything to please others ? We are always playing one role or the other and, in this process, we have lost our true selves. In this world, where people are known by their associations, how is it that some choose to be alone ? They do not need others all the time. In their sorrow, they choose to be alone; in their ecstacy, they choose to be alone. Not lonely, just alone. By choice !! Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 10:04 AM 0 comments Links to this post Thursday, March 1, 2007 What I Feels !!! If You Have A Dream Dont wait for some distant day to come, it may be too late before youve even begun. Not everyone will agree with all you decide. Be true to yourself first and foremost. The only important thing in life is what you do with the time you spend here on earth. Dont be afraid to follow your desires, they are not silly nor selfish. Take the time and do what makes you feel alive. Leave your fears and regrets in the past, for this is where they belong. Dont cloud today with things that cant be undone. You have no more control over yesterday or tomorrow, than you do the raging of your passions. Do not quiet these dreams nor quench your desires. For if you do, your journey is ended. You have only today to begin a new and follow your dreams. For in the end all we have are our memories. When the twilight comes to us, let there be, No excuses, no explanations, no regrets !! Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 10:36 PM 0 comments Links to this post Monday, February 26, 2007 Believe In It !! NEVER CRY FOR ANY RELATION IN LIFE BECAUSE FOR THE ONE WHOM YOU CRY DOES NOT DESERVE YOUR TEARS AND THE ONE WHO DESERVES WILL NEVER LET YOU CRY................. TREAT EVERYONE WITH POLITENESS EVEN THOSE WHO ARE RUDE TO YOU, NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT NICE BUT BECAUSE YOU ARE NICE....................... NEVER SEARCH YOUR HAPPINESS IN OTHERS WHICH WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALONE, RATHER SEARCH IT IN YOURSELF YOU WILL FEEL HAPPY EVEN IF YOU ARE LEFT ALONE...................... ALWAYS HAVE A POSITIVE ATTITUDE IN LIFE. THERE IS SOMETHING POSITIVE IN EVERY PERSON. EVEN A STOPPED WATCH IS RIGHT TWICE A DAY................................... HAPPINESS ALWAYS LOOKS SMALL WHEN WE HOLD IT IN OUR HANDS. BUT WHEN WE LEARN TO SHARE IT, WE REALIZE HOW BIG AND PRECIOUS IT IS!................ Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 2:02 AM 2 comments Links to this post Monday, February 19, 2007 Its 4 U !! "Dont lower your Goals to the level of your abilities. Instead, raise your abilities to the height of your goals " Every moment, every situation, every issue and every concern has a positive side. Find it and bring it to life.... .. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 2:21 AM 0 comments Links to this post I Have Realized That... I HAVE REALIZED THAT Tears convey more than, What words can ever say !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT You cant have happiness, Unless you are already happy !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT Kids are never at fault, They just mirror our faults !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT If you make decisions with your heart, You are bound to regret them later in life !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT I am better, When i am silent !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT Lonelier you feel, Lonelier the world makes you feel !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT No matter how many times I pray, I only get what i rightfully deserve !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT When i am ecstatic about something, There are never enough people to share it with !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT Words had hurt me more than, The wounds i had suffered in life !! I HAVE REALIZED THAT When you have nothing to lose, You show your true character !! Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:57 AM 0 comments Links to this post Sunday, February 18, 2007 Dnt know Why !!...But Like it. " Yeh pagalpan nahi to aur kya hai phir Zameen ke hokar asman se baghawatein karna Jo apni Qismat mein hai milega wohi Kis baat pe hai RAB se shikayate karna " Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 10:08 PM 0 comments Links to this post Thursday, February 15, 2007 Remember these WORDS !!! Dont let go of hope. Hope gives you the strength to keep going when you feel like giving up. Dont ever quit believing in yourself. As long as you believe you can, you will have a reason for trying. Dont let anyone hold your happiness in their hands; hold it in yours, so it will always be within you reach. Dont measure success or failure by material wealth, but by how you feel; our feelings determine the richness of our lives. Dont let bad moments overcome you; be patient, and they will pass. Dont hesitate to reach out for help; we all need it from time to time. Dont run away from love but towards love, because it is our deepest joy. Dont wait for what you want to come to you; go after it with all that you are, knowing that life will meet you halfway. Dont feel like youve lost when plans and dreams fall short of your hopes. Anytime you learn something new about yourself or about life, you have progressed. Dont do anything that takes away from your self-respect; feeling good about yourself is essential to feeling good about life. Dont ever forget how to laugh or be too proud to cry. It is by doing both that we live life to its fullest. ~~Naynz Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 11:11 PM 0 comments Links to this post Tuesday, February 6, 2007 A Little More !!! A little more happiness spread through the day, A little more cheer to light up the way; A little more thought for the chap at our side, A little more credit for others whove tried. A little more kindness in word and in deed, A little more boosting that others may need; A little more love for the folks that we know, A little more effort so friendships may grow. Just a little of these as we plod along here, Will make it a wonderful, wonderful year! Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 7:53 AM 1 comments Links to this post Dont Quit !!! Dont Quit When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road youre trudging seems uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, and you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest, if you must . . . but dont you quit. Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar. [background5.jpg] So, stick to the fight when youre hardest hit . . . Its when things go wrong that you mustnt quit. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 7:41 AM 0 comments Links to this post Promise Urself !!! Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel like there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living person you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, and too strong for fear, and to happy to permit the presence of trouble. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 3:21 AM 0 comments Links to this post Monday, February 5, 2007 We Must Reflect !!! Nothing in nature is for itself. Rivers dont drink their own water, trees dont eat their fruit, sun does no bask in its sunshine, moon does not go for honeymoon. The earth does not rest on itself; fire does not get heat and light for itself. Everything is for someone or something else. We must reflect on the message conveyed by nature, and determine our inner nature using the outer as a guide. In essence, the outer and inner are not divorced. More is the difference between our inner nature and outer self, the more struggles in life. All struggles are mere representations of foolish fight with the Laws. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:40 AM 0 comments Links to this post Thursday, February 1, 2007 Unknown Space !!! Tears rolled down my blinded eye. I could see nothing but I felt something awkard happend to me. Someone turned me upside down and thumped on my back. It felt painful and I cried like hell let loose. Alas, this is the day when I stromed into this world. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:48 AM 0 comments Links to this post Wednesday, January 31, 2007 Women...in my Life !!! I was born, a woman was there to hold me.......... my mother I grew as a child...... a woman was there to care for me.......to play with me.......... ..my sister I went to school..... a woman was there to help me learn....... ....my teacher I became depress, whenever I lost a woman was there to offer a shoulder ............ my wife I became tough...... a woman was there to melt me.......... ..my daughter I am dying a woman is there to absorb me in.......... ...my motherland Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 9:09 PM 1 comments Links to this post When WE Share !!! When we share laughter, Theres twice the fun; When we share success, We surpass what weve done. When we share problems, Theres half the pain; When we share tears, A rainbow follows rain. When we share dreams, They become more real; When we share secrets, Its our hearts we reveal. If we share a smile, Then our love shows; If we share a hug, Then our love grows. If we share with someone On whom we depend, That person becomes Family or friend. And what draws us closer And makes us all care, Is not what we have, But the things that we share. Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 6:19 AM 0 comments Links to this post Just 4 TODAY !!! ...smile at a stranger ...listen to someones heart ...drop a coin where a child can find it ...learn something new, then teach it to someone ...tell someone youre thinking of them ...hug a loved one ...dont hold a grudge ...dont be afraid to say "Im sorry" ...look a child in the eye and tell them how great they are ...dont kill that spider in your house, hes just lost so show him the way out ...look beyond the face of a person into their heart ...make a promise, and keep it ...call someone, for no other reason than to just say "hi" ...show kindness to an animal ...stand up for what you believe in ...smell the rain, feel the breeze, listen to the wind ...use all your senses to their fullest ...cherish all of your TODAYS Today you were thought about by me.... Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 6:16 AM 0 comments Links to this post Why GOD Gave Us Friends !!! Why GOD Gave Us Friends GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone Whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind To lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone To share each happy day, To be a source of courage When troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, Whether near or far apart. Someone whose love well always Hold and treasure in our hearts. Thats Why GOD Gave Us Friends! Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 1:47 AM 1 comments Links to this post Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Manzil !!! Aaj dil ne ek Aawaz uthai, kya hum sabhi ne hai apni MANZIL pai ? Kya ye sach hai ke, hum sabhi ne hai ek pechaan banai, ya fir yuhin ab tak ki Zindagi gawayi. Maine to jab bhi MANZIL ki khoj me Zindagi ke sagar me dubki lagai, saari aashyein ek bhawanar me dubti nazar aayi, sansaar rupi maidaan me dur tak jahan bhi nazar daudyi, ichhyain roti bilakhti pai. Sochti hun ke, kya me hi apna manobal bator nahi pai, ya fir sansar ne yeh kurup chavi sabhi ko hai dikhlai. Apne aapko jawabo k jitna bhi najdik lai, aur kai sawaalo ki gutthi me uljhi nazar aai. Shayad Zindagi jine ke mayine me samajh hi nahi pai, tabhi to jeevan ko aise mod par hun lai. Aaj logon k saamne hothon par jo juthi hassin jhalkai, vah shayad aane wali barbadi ka sanket hai lai. Samajh nahi aata ki, jab dil me itni tarenge hai roj umdati aai, to kyon main iss mulyawaan samay ki keemat samajh nahi pai, Kyon ab tak yuhin vyarth use nasht karti aai. Bhavishya kya la raha hai yeh to sansaar ko koi takat spasht batala nahi pai, haan magar peeche mudkar dekho to ek baat spasht nazar hai aai, ki vah MANZIL hi to hai jo insaan ko jeene ka arth hai ab tak sikhlati aai. yun to aaj bhi maine apni manzil ki tasveer purdtah nahi banai par fir bhi apni ek alag pechaan banane ki kasam hai khai, aaj mere dil ne hi hai mujhme ek jeevan jyot jalai, aur maine kai sawaalo ko aag hai lagai. yun dekha jaye to ab Zindagi kahin ird-gird mandrati hi pai, par ab bhi ek shanka nahi mit pai, vah yeh ki jiski khoj me main meelo dur se chali aai, shayad us MANZIL ki paribhasha hi main theek se samajh nahi pai. Yeh jeevan ki MANZIL koi averest ki choti to nahi, jiski unchiyon par pahunch kar kaha jaye, ki bas yahi hai mere jeevan ki santushti aur sacchai. Lo isiliye fir is MANZIL ke mayane main samajh nahi pai, aur dil ne fir wahi aawaz uthai, ki kya hum sabhi ne hai apni MANZIL pai ??? ~~~~Nidhi Shrotriya Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 11:40 AM 3 comments Links to this post Lifes Memory !!! I didnt know what to do when I felt tired of life. I didnt know where to go even if escapade was a given chance. I dont know why Im here if knowing why matters. Im lost in a world, I dont recognize. Only a faint smell of moms lap haunts my memory. A floating face of a tear struck dad waves at me. A warm memory of the afternoon sun, that shines brightly outside my window. That comfortable, warm evening, listening to blank quietness of my room. A glistering memory not older than a year shall haunt my senses for ever n ever n ever... Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 2:57 AM 0 comments Links to this post Monday, January 29, 2007 I May Be Not !! I may be not the one you dreamed of... But this is True that, You are the ONE i dreamed of... I may be not the one you waiting for... But this is True that, I will wait for U till I die... I may be not the one you love "the Most" But this is True that, You are the ONE I love "the most"... Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 8:56 PM 1 comments Links to this post Sunday, January 28, 2007 Dream of MY LIFE !!! I have a DREAM, as you do, It may be an empty dream or it may be come TRUE... But it isnt necessary that, it will come TRUE, For the path of SUCCESS is very long, sometimes you feel, you will never reach the goal, and can never fulfill you DREAMS.... But infact to reach your goal, you need a very sturdy SOUL, Bother only about the best, forget about the rest, somtetimes you are near the golden top, but it takes only seconds to DROP..... So keep chasing your DREAMS, one day you can achieve your GOALS, And fulfill all your DESIRABLE DREAMS !!!!! ~~~Vikas Tiwari Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 9:20 AM 0 comments Links to this post Silent Desires !!! They fly high and high, in the sky.. but i dnt know why ?? I alwyz try to conceal them, But they deceive me away I know they are just empty desires, But they have always got wings.. May be dats why ... They fly high and high, in the sky.. but i dnt know why ?? I never want them 2 b with me But they alwyz catch me, I know they are just empty desires, But they have always got wings... dats why.. They fly high and high, in the sky.. but i dnt know why ?? Sometimes I keep faith on them try 2 b with them But STILL.. I dnt know why..THEY FLY HIGH N HIGH !!!! ~~~~Vikas Tiwari Posted by Vikas Tiwari at 8:08 AM 4 comments Links to this post Subscribe to: Posts (Atom) Subscribe via email Enter your email address: ____________________ Subscribe Delivered by FeedBurner Its Me !!! It Love 2 Be With U !!! About Me Vikas Tiwari New Delhi, Delhi, India View my complete profile Words of My Life !!! * ▼ 2007 (41) + ▼ January (9) o Silent Desires !!! o Dream of MY LIFE !!! o I May Be Not !! o Lifes Memory !!! o Manzil !!! o Why GOD Gave Us Friends !!! o Just 4 TODAY !!! o When WE Share !!! o Women...in my Life !!! + ► February (10) o Unknown Space !!! o We Must Reflect !!! o Promise Urself !!! o Dont Quit !!! o A Little More !!! o Remember these WORDS !!! o Dnt know Why !!...But Like it. o I Have Realized That... o Its 4 U !! o Believe In It !! + ► March (11) o What I Feels !!! o Im (Not) So Lonely !! o Change UR Vision !!! o U Cant Make It Everytime !!! o Silen...!!! o Easy Vs Difficult !!! o Against The Wall !! o Mercy Killing !!! o Snatching the Innocence !!! o Im No Loser....Im a winner !!! o True story from "somebody"..... here it goes.... ... + ► April (3) o "The Alchemist" o Is It Me !!! Dont Know ?? o MYTHS AND FACTS of being in SOUL CONSCIOUS + ► May (3) o Strengthen your thoughts o Dare to be Great !! o Life as I have learned from Jigsaw Puzzle + ► August (4) o Dare 2 Dream o To, Broken Hearts !! o You never really lose your Value !! o Believe in your heart !! + ► September (1) o Lessons of life !! Touch my LIFE !! * Inspired Talks !! * Social news - Current Affairs - Get Live News * Another way - Go n Check !! * Senses the Silence !! * Leave with it !! * Orkut - Just the way it is !! * Get my Senses !! Silent Desires !!! "Some Day When The Pages Of My Life Will End...I Know That This Time Will Be One Of Its Most Beautiful Chapter..And If I Ever Get A Chance To Read It Again..I Will Read It From The Page..Where I Discover Myself.." Add to Google Add to My Yahoo! Silent Desires !!! Silent Desires !!! ↑ Grab this Headline Animator Live News Loading... FeedBurner FeedCount





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